Burned

How Burnout Feels (It’s Not Just Being Tired) Yeouch. This hit me hard today as it perfectly describes how I’ve felt the past few months.

If you’ve never experienced burnout, it’s easy to think it’s just extreme tiredness.

You imagine someone working 16-hour days, living on coffee, surviving on four hours of sleep, desperately needing a vacation.

That’s the picture most of us have.

But that’s not what burnout actually feels like.

Burnout doesn’t make you want to sleep.

It makes you stop wanting things.

The project you were once obsessed with suddenly feels meaningless.

The hobby that made you lose track of time now feels like another item on your to-do list.

Friends invite you out, and instead of feeling excited, you immediately start calculating how much energy it will take to show up.

You don’t feel sad.

You don’t necessarily feel anxious.

You just… feel flat.

Interesting gravel ride experience today. I was on Prospect Lake road heading toward a trail over to Munn.

A car passes me leaving lots of room (that is definitely out of the norm). When I got to the trail head just up the road, I find the same car parked. The driver is just up the trail smoking some cannabis.

Sure hope he was planning on a walk after that and not getting back in the car. He wished me a good day though, so there is that.

I have a co-worker that uses AI a lot. Some of it is interesting but lots of it is just slop cannon blasts. The worst being in personal communications. I really want to yell “your AI is leaking again” whenever it happens. Thankfully they haven’t figured out how to eradicate the emdash which is a clear indicator.